I don’t know.

For the past few years, I’ve been thinking about this blog. I wanted to put down my thoughts somewhere. I had hundreds of ideas in my head. I’ve wanted to talk about personal things, I’ve wanted to write about problems in the world that bothered me and so many many other things. But now that I started a blog, feels like I don’t really have much to talk about or I’m scared to be vocal about certain ideas.

Today felt like a good day. I went shopping after a really long time. I don’t know, I suddenly decided to buy floral prints and I’ve not been a floral person. I don’t know if I can pull it off. So, coming back to the point, I was feeling good so I sat down to write something down here but I ended up wasting 30 mins looking around and sipping on my cranberry juice looking at a blank document. Currently ( it’s around 8 o’clock in the evening) and I am in this meeting and I felt like, this is the time to write a new post. So here I am, not paying attention to anything happening in the meeting, and typing down something that doesn’t really have any common label.

If I think about writing stuff about my personal life, my mind tells me people don’t really care about that, no one would read the blog if it was about myself. If I think about writing about real issues in the world, my mind goes, you’ve got to really educate yourself about the issue before you speak up and also people will think you are being a bit too much.

These thoughts made me realise, my mind says this because that’s how society looks at you. Not just in a blog but in the outside world. If there is someone who talks about their personal life more than the bigger problems in the world, people will say they are full of themselves and don’t really care about “what’s actually happening”. And if we talk about all the “actual” problems persistent in the society, we are termed as someone who thinks they know everything.

Well, I feel like, we have got to stop stereotyping people. There are about 7.8 billion people in Earth right now and everyone’s got their own views on things. Some people talk about themselves and some are more vocal about things that happen in the world. Doesn’t mean that one doesn’t care about the other. We have got to realise that, that is how the person is. And we have got to respect them for that and leave them be. As long as no one is harming anyone else or hurting anyone else, what’s the problem?

Okay so see how I’ve made the blog something personal, not personal and totally unrelated at the same time ( ͡° ل͜ ͡°) Also I’m going to write about whatever I want coz I’m doing this for me more than anyone else ( ͡o ͜ʖ ͡o).

Lol. Have a great day you guys. Until next time.